Fighting With Friends Sucks

Why do I always end up using this thing for depressing shit?

Editing almost isn't worth it anymore. Might take a hiatus.

Too much competition turning even good people into nervous wrecks who are all ablaze about 'proving' how good they are and deciding that because some peole think they're better than them, that makes them better than those other people.

DOn't they get that they're just perpetuating the cycle?

Or am I just in editing for the wrong reasons?

I hate fighting with friends. I shouldn't quit in the heat of the moment... but a break sounds nice. Get my head on straight. Get Matt to find a sub for me in the FFI part. Apologize to Riza and Rugou for not getting the You Belong With Me part in. They can find a sub for me there, too, I'm sure.

I'm just letting everyone down right now by staying in the game, so I'll take a step back and take a break. Boss'll have to find someone else for my parts of the WORM. I was looking forward to it, but right now I just can't get myself to care. Maybe that'll change in the morning. Whatever, it was gonna have to wait until I got my enclosures which we can't afford. At least with me taking a hiatus I don't have to be a burden about that to my family anymore. Not that I wasn't being selfish there, either.

I hate fighting with friends. It brings on my depression. Miri needs a big hug....