Why?

It's graduation, folks. Time of parting and other 'such sweet sorrows', a time of rejoicing and of sadness that a chapter in our life has finally come to its end.

Yet against this backdrop is always the same-old, same-old. Every time my life gets hectic, every time I need to spend some time with myself and my thoughts and my plans for the future, my freinds' lives go up in smoke.

THis, that, the other thing - drama, whine, bitch, bitch. Always the same themes. No matter how many times I keep saying it, no matter how many times they tell me my advice is good, two months and things go up in flames again.

Why do they always pick times like these? Why do we always end up here, at the same place?

This year, it's my senior year, a year when my friends should be gathering around me, signing yearbooks and supporting and congratulating me through all of my ups and downs. Yet somehow they're fracturing apart and drgging me with them.

Yeah, it's true. I've said 'no more' before and always ended up breaking the promise. BUt this is my graduation. My time to shine. My time to be the center of attention, take center stage.

So, sorry, guys. But if you can't keep yourselves from shitting on me? Stay away from me for the next week. I'm not goign to let you guys ruin my life for the most important week of it so far.

-Miri